I want my daddy back!
In total dissaray and shock, my dad died yesterday, he had heartburn yesterday and popped in on way to dentist, he never got there. was found hunched over in works van, someone called ambulance paramedics worked for over 1/2 hr in cab and on way back in ambulance + in hospital. It looks like massive heart attack.
Police came and I new before they arrived was in bath and bizzare stuff came into head (kids outside making racket) and I was thinking shut up my dads dead and new police were coming.
My stomachs in knots, feeling so sick and head just wants to explode, everyones a mess.Can someone stop this horrid dream I want to wake up
Words cannot describe how you must feel. You have my deepest sympathy.
Bee They're all mad - they sing choruses in public...
Oh crumbs. So, so sorry...
*large hugs*
Whistler"I wonder wonder why the wonder falls. I wonder why the wonder falls on me. I wonder wonder why the wonder falls, with everything I touch and hear and see."
Sorry to hear of your loss, Sarah. There's not much anyone can say that will ease the pain but we are all thinking of you and your family *hugs*
Sydney You can lead the whore to culture but you can't make her think!
My thoughts are with you. Hugest *hugs*
Watcher girl I know. You know I know. I know you know I know. We know Henry knows, and Henry knows we know it.[smiles] We're a knowledgeable family. the Lion in Winter
thats a terrible loss. my condolences to you and your family.
Chambler A computer without Microsoft is like a chocolate cake without mustard.
*hugs* my condolences
JtB If someone gives you freedom it is not freedom, freedom is something you take for yourself.
My sympathies
*hugs*
The Noid This must be that Woodstock place mom and dad are always talking about
Alan Got a message from the Great Lakes Avengers, They offered me a membership but didn't accept... they're a walking disaster... Just don't make sense at all... the worst heroes of all time, To call thems
Me knows this won't help but I'm real sorry, my thoughts and prayers (not to mention *truckloads of hugs*) are with you and your family
Miss Corrupt That deaf, dumb and blind kid sure plays a mean pinball!
I have been there a year ago. You know where I am if you need me.
Vinnie Just because you don't beleive in something, doesn't mean it's not true.
*HUGS*
Spikes Strumpet Run and catch....what's your mummy gonna say when they find your body eh?
Big Thank You's all for your support and kind words. Reality has yet to arrive, I'm waiting for a white rabbit or anything tlkien based to arrive.
Am experiencing a parallel universe known as this is what you get from not sorting a will out, bizare paperwork and sixty million things coz everything was in dad's name.I think the realisation that he's gone will hit when everything else is sorted now.
I'm hoarding paperwork around my chair, trying to organise and help mum coz she gets flustered by it all.We're trying not to use a solicitor coz of the cost and most of the stuff they'd do is the easy bit.
The Oscars was a big escape for me as last night yep I taped them, coz as the tech junkie I am I wanted to see all the Costume, make-up, effects ones which usually get edited
out. Return Of The King was the last film we saw with dad, he really wanted to see it and made sure it was quiet, with me getting panicky with crowds. Just like he convinced mum & me that I'd be O.K on the London trip to see the LOR exhibition, only every wanting me to be happy.
That film will always be poignant to me, especially one Gandalf line which gets me every time.
ALL WE CAN DO IS MAKE THE MOST OF THE TIME WE ARE GIVEN
11 Oscars! He'll be cheering wherever he is